Great advice I received once, was from a older gay male that’s a good friend and mentor. Most young gay males spend their youth meeting and greeting and hookups, building no relationship nor network of friends. He continued by saying most gay males coming up in the early 60s 70s separated from their immediate family for many reasons. But mostly disowned and banned. His advice. Never take people for granted. Be kind whenever possible. Stay in a relationship for a period of time before moving on. He also said. I am alone now but I know my mistakes. And I’m telling you this for a reason. Your looks are temporary - one day you will wake up and not recognize the person in the mirror. Hopefully that will change for the better. Meanwhile create hobbies outside of your home. This will Allow you too start a social network.